Actions Speak Louder Than Words

I've been really sick lately, and not really knowing what was going on. I haven't been feeling good for a while, but I just thought that it was because I was tired of school and that I'd been overworking myself. But a couple of Saturdays ago we were out at a neighbors garage sale and suddenly I started not feeling too good. Next thing. I knew I was waking up to a very worried and concerned Steven. Apparently I had fainted and walked down the driveway only to land on the trash can and then roll off onto the ground. I hit my head and ended up with a huge headache and sick for almost a week.  I have a ton of tests I get to go though to try and figure out what's going on. 

Because I've been having more time to think and figure things out I've come to the realization. I've realized that really actions speak more than words. I've been a little sick lately, and it's been really eye opening for me. I've realized how much Steven loves me, he has really taken care of me and shown so much respect and love for me. I have realized that I would be lucky to be with him for the rest of eternity. The things he has said and how much he's checked up on me. And everything that he has done shows me that he really means he wants to marry me. I have also had some time to sort through some of the things that I've been struggling with lately. I've realized that for the good and for the bad our actions speak more than words. And lately I've realized that Stevens actions are exactly the perfect actions for a man that I want to marry. His actions prove that he really does find the things that matter to me important to him. That he believes the things I believe, he has the same goals that I have and he wants the same things I want. He really is a perfect man for me.

I've realized that I've been the one holding us back from moving forward, and that really he has proved over and over to me that he loves me and that he will make an incredible dad and husband. He's been so kind to me and because of this knowledge I won't be the one holding us back anymore! He's perfect for me:) and I'm glad that I have him!!!!